saffiter | Ugh

I'm just feeling drained right now. Drained, but happy, I guess. I was crying about an hour ago. Full on bawling really. I'd checked my results AGAIN and they were still reading as incomplete for poetics. Kinda upset me for the rest of the day.

Then mum comes out, reads some of her mail (snail mail) and snarls my head off a couple of times (it didn't help that I was doing the washing up at the time and a couple of things were greasy and I kept nearly dropping them on the floor). I was thisclose to snarling back at her but ended up crying instead.

Unfortunately once I started crying I couldn't stop. Finally managed to get out that my results still hadn't changed as of midday today.

1/2 an hour later I was still crying and typing up a 'please explain' email to the lady who said she would fix it. I'm kinda glad I decided to check sI-net before I sent it. They'd updated it at about 4:30 and my results were showing... which started me bawling for another half an hour 'cause I was so relieved.

I hatehatehateHATE this time of the month. I always get so emotional (as in if a person looks at me funny I either fly off the handle or start bawling my eyes out).

I finally got my results back for Poetics (after all that stress I went though). I got a 5. I bloody passed halle-fucking-lujia .'scuse my language but I mean, come on. It was my stupid tutor's fault in the first place and she wasn't even in the freakin' country to fix it. My personal theory is that she got a little too excited about going to scotland and just didn't bother to check what she was doing. Then I had to do all the running around to fix SOMBODY ELSE'S MISTAKE and completely stress myself out.

I think I'm just going to have an early night and hopefully face tomorrow with a brighter outlook.

Just think... Abbey Museum Medieval tournament on the weekend. I'm gonna go for a squiz. Should be fun.